twenty second of the month

I don’t mind spending some time just hanging here with you
Cause I don’t find too many guys that treat me like you do
Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride
But when I walk they talk of suicide
Some people never get beyond their stupid pride
But you can see the real me inside and I’m satisfied

-Paris Hilton

It has already been a month that we got together. Based on my various experience in the past, I should have learnt how to cope in bad situations. But I am still not being realistic and wished for the best.

My mind was stirred to think of the future, which is quite difficult to imagine.

He explained his part, that in the now I am the one. However, being as a motivated person as he is, he always would want to plan ahead as an inspiration of the best for all the aspects of his life. Either in his career, his friendship, and whom he might spend his life with in the end. He has observed his friends ended up in marriage, and the picture of it is something that is inspiring at the end. With kids, a new family, and connecting it to his present family now.

To me, he is quite unique. His positive analytical mind has influenced me a bit, just like what my friends would do to me. The difference between him and the other relationships that I had was that we shared deeper thoughts, and yeah, we have already lasted for a month.


The fact that he reminded me with all these, regardless that it is about facing reality, was like inviting me to go to the real world instead of living in the Matrix.

Such news is like hearing that someone so close to me is having cancer.

What should I feel about it? Should I get mad just because he explained the truth, regardless he was really nice and cared me so much? Is it fair for me to get upset?

They say, nothing in this world last for eternity.

They say, live up to the moment that you have now and cherish it.

Wo renshi yige hao nanhair.
Saya kenal one nice boy.

Ta shi wo gaoxing.
He make me happy.

1 comment:

Perky said...

It's true you know... what they say about living up to the moment and cherishing it. Just take one day at a time and enjoy the ride =)