Tears, tears, tears.
I wish I could just sleep it out and when I wake up it’s nothing more than just a nightmare.
This is an ultimate test from God to teach me that I have to change.
At my age now, friends already have their houses that they call a home, a good transport, traveled around the world, savings for the future and for retirement. And the most important thing, they have someone they love so much who takes care of them.
“Thank you for everything. Take good care of yourself”, that was what the person that I love said, and there is no love to offer to me anymore.
How should I take good care of myself? I am left lost wandering in the middle of nowhere.
Freedom which means pain.
I love you, and I miss you.