murphy's law

This morning I’ve started to read the first page of Victoria Beckham’s autobiography that she wrote herself. Interesting. Perhaps I should continue doing my blog regardless of how I feel. Who knows in future I could collect bits of my life stories and compile them to make a good book.

So life, right now, sucks. Not really complaining in the most emotional psychotic manner but yeah, few bad things happened.

I barely knew this guy and drove over to another town three hours from my familiar zone, ended up drinking something which is added with drug, fell asleep, and the next thing was me waking up at midday with all my valuables gone.

Two expensive smartphones and my carkeys with immobilizer chip inside.

Was in disbelief and panic and horror and ran to the counter at the hotel lobby. Pleaded the receptionist to let me call a friend, lucky that he worked nearby, to come and rescue me.

The rest were weeks and weeks of trying to restore my life.

It has been really quiet with no smartphone. No online personals to check, no facebook, no online word game and drawing game.

My car was towed to the nearest workshop, and the cost to change the key system will be around 2 grand. Therefore now my car is stranded there, perhaps for a month or two.

I went back to simple life; riding my bike, face getting greasy due to the dirty city air, and became full of acne due to stress and a history of wrong cosmetic products. It feels like rough tar road whenever I touch my face. To add to that my thinning hair is not getting any better.

There is no music since I don’t drive no more at the moment and even my MP3 was stolen altogether with the rest.

It is shocking how you used to have a few things in life, and those things can be taken away from you in just one night.

At times I heave a very heavy sigh, it hurts my chest, remembering the fact that things that I buy from my hard earned money are now gone.

It got even worse at work. The day I was missing because of the robbery, it was a chaotic day for my colleagues. They had to do my job, settling with my issues, and they were in temper.

The next day, although I came to the office trying to give the best effort that I could, only because of a silly minimal mistake that I did, I was shouted by my colleague, as clients have already shouted at him all day and perhaps because he was stressed enough to help settling my part when I wasn’t around.

It was a very overwhelming experience, I held my breath and stopped my self from shedding even a tear. My face flushed and felt warm and it was a really bad situation.

Nowadays, I had to cut down everything including expenses for food since I have to gather 2k for the repair of the car, another 1k for the car road tax, another 500 for my bike, and being the stubborn me, I do want to obtain a new smartphone as quick as possible, that would be around 2k as well.

It is quite daunting to have many problems happening to me at the same time. Sometimes I became blur and so stressed out.

There is nothing more I can do then just take whatever necessary actions and be patient. So this is it.