feels like cycling on a hill

Distractions. Too many distractions. But even in a cave you’ll get distraction from the water dripping from the ceiling.

And too many excuses for me not to be serious in starting over my self practices.

I was ill during the long weekend.
I was busy at work.

Today I opened back the book that I read quite a few months back.
"How to get from where you are to where you want to be".

Darned. Revising the book really feels like revising my life.
I hesitated and only read a page at a time.

First step-
is to start being 100% responsible with my life-
that is by putting aside excuses, reasons, and stories of me being victimized.

That means I will have to arrive to KL Pac an hour earlier for me to get some time practicing before the rehearsal starts.

The little voice in me is sulking now, but I’m going to try it on anyway.
Here goes nothing.